I can't say i have a hard life. But still some days feel so meanless.

Days when i wake up, feeling that this ain't right. What am i doing? and why?
Days when i feel like just lay in bed for the rest of my life.
Days when i feel unsure. Unsure about what you want?
Days when i just want to forget everything!
Days when i can't say i want it.
Days when i am not strong enough.

I can't say i have a simple life. But still some days feel so menfull.

Days when i wake up, feeling that this is right.
Days when i feel like i just don't want to spend the time in my bed.
Days when i feel sure. Sure about what i want!
Days when i just want to remember everything.
Days when i can say i want it.
Days when i can say im strong enough.

Death is simple, easy. Life is harder.
But im sure life is fucking mutch better, when you know what you want.
So i decided, to do that.